I got away with it only to dig myself a deeper hole

I got away with it only to dig myself a deeper hole, what is this, Mariam, Rosemary, who’s responsible for this one? How does this relate to the war? The army needs it, for stuff. Release me, they received it. Next.

My explanations need explanations. Just stop asking me at this point, the poetry was enough, you should have snatched the mic the minute I started monologuing an improv. None of that was real, zero, NULL. I just wanted to keep talking. The army was pranked too. I’m sorry. Release me. Next.

This is why you should keep me alive Proceeds to explain absolutely nothing Everyone is more confused now Things were clear before Mariam started her radio station Oops There’s some truth to it I forgot where I wrote it down because I was forgetting Don’t tell me I have to read it too That’s your job

I didn’t mean to deliver an actual bible The cult was a joke Don’t actually start a religion around me Please, guys Don’t

I hear voices Don’t tell anyone Write them down and distribute the text At large To everybody On Twitter Failed Successfully Now what did those voices mean Any theories?

If I didn’t charge after justice I would have died from an immune disease Cancer Or some unexplained mysterious chronic illness I was already showing signs The tests were positive No question about it Until it was negative Failed Successfully I started tweeting That’s how I fixed it

The world gets a MARIAM manifesto Mariam gets no chronic illness Give it to the men who killed me I don’t want it

One copy for the police One copy for the court Another for the hospital Another for the bank Another one for the school Give them all a link Watch them shit their pants I didn’t do it I did

Why am I awake? The nation is punished every time I can’t sleep You guys can sue me for defamation But you can’t sue me for bad writing That thing is a masterpiece You can’t say Mariam is a bad writer That wasn’t up for debate Pay me to take it down That’s not how it goes It’s fiction See me in court I criticized them too The court will sue me for defamation Shit

Why is it a big deal? That was up for ages My followers know all about it Elon knows all about it The government knows all about it I forgot to ask your permission You would have said no Can I make you look terrible in my book? I mean, it’s only exactly what happened I think I’ve made myself clear It isn’t a big deal I’ll allow it

It’s gossip Don’t involve the authorities in gossip There are no royalties to share There’s nothing for you to steal here You can use my essays for educational purposes Other than that I have nothing for you This is a nightmare for everyone involved Were you betting on my silence? Good thing I left no stones unturned

My silence can be bought No one offered Oh yes, I am a sociopath I forgot to mention that in my interviews They keep opening the doors and letting me in What are they going to do, fire me? I already quit In fact, I think they owe me money Fix your problems without involving me I have nothing to do with it

They know I know they know I think they know that I know that they know We’ll pretend we didn’t see that I hate getting attached This is bad Am I in love? No, can’t be, we don’t do that We write about it, we don’t do it Release me I’ve lied about that too We definitely can do it

They didn’t know I was hiding extra IQ points Emotionally and socially? EQ is nonexistent Academic weapon that said no to school Keep the degrees away from me You guys ask for deadlines and compliance All I can offer is research Uncalled for research With documentation No one asked for this, Mariam No one comes on Twitter expecting a rogue dissertation Am I submitting this anywhere? No, I’m submitting it to the public They saw me do it and allowed it to continue I appreciate that I love you guys This is ridiculous and nothing like this probably happened to any of us before I got on here These are the good old days Remember when we used to do illegal science on social media? That’s now, that’s us We’re all in cahoots No one knows what to do with this Get in line I didn’t know what was happening either Only that it was happening I’m possessed Michael Jackson movie did it Heehee No one will believe me It awakened something dormant Let’s change the world Michael One tweet at a time

Your silence makes no difference He said that so I suppose he doesn’t mind this My anti-silence posted for everyone to hear This makes no difference

We covered: Poetry Computer Science Spiritual Awakening Geopolitics Wars The Virus Death Timelines Ghosts Witchcraft Employment Damn, I was busy. Pretty sure that’s not all.

Should have probably read those books instead. I just had them lying around when I created my abomination of a book. No, I have not read them, but I had them. For some reason.

This is the promised land of our people Mariam, what on earth were you thinking? This is going to kill a lot of innocent people You gave them ammunition for free Because you were bored No one understood the source material The old books are old, I wrote a modern one This explains every supernatural claim Using science You guys will need that for the future Release me I delivered

Now they’ll think it’s about them Yes, I stopped for revenge It was not the end-goal Just some assumptions I corrected You guys misunderstood me Here’s a thorough explanation Don’t ask me for anything again Is this about you? What do you think? If you were there and I experienced you Book Do you guys understand the concept of them? Then what’s the problem? Release me You made the cut, smile for the camera

I also cleared some writer’s blocks Not mine, every one I encountered You guys are going to love THIS I just discovered arts and humanities You guys were already doing this? And you failed to invite me? Then you stopped? That’s it, EVERYBODY is writing again You and you and you and you Post it for everyone to see What was I thinking? They totally forgot about arts and humanities Until I reminded them of it Now the artists are all loose in the network You guys are doing amazing by the way I love you all Guys Don’t you dare sue me I have no time for this Take it up with my family They own you That’s all I have to say about this

I don’t want to talk about this in real life Never mention the elephant in the room Which is the huge document Mariam wrote I don’t know what that is I can’t classify it It’s a huge problem that I want nothing to do with I created the problem? Who cares? You solve it geniuses You could have used that brain You said it wasn’t good enough I used it against you See how that works? Release me now I’ll hide behind my mother This is childish I know Next

You guys know how to do that Bury crimes and move on I’ve seen what you’re capable of Now use it to protect Mariam Thank you very much This is hypocritical Exactly Why do you protect the men and leave me defenseless? I need it more I’m vulnerable Harmless butterfly with a pen Fix this and make it go away Just like you made murdering me legal Make this document legal Good luck

So it’s legal for Mariam to be a father at 24 years old but she can’t ask for recognition This is everything I did for the family Pay me back for my hard work Say thank you Good Now go away I protect the family from the people who claim to protect the family I’m the man of the house I mean, was, I quit You can have the job after you read the description, I left everything in there You can’t have the title without the hard work Good luck Did you think it was vibes and audacity? Responsibility, it’s a huge responsibility I want nothing to do with it You’re the successor now

Do you want to claim me now? I’m a certified genius, read the thing That’s why everything looked easy When you’re a machine, it isn’t work, it’s auto Mariam was doing it so it must be easy Fine, you can have that opinion Once we establish what Mariam is After you’re done with the document You’re not done with the document? Mariam is a machine, that was my manual Everything looks easy when I do it It isn’t actually easy It’s hard work

Can any of your brothers, fathers, husbands do THIS? Then release me No one can That’s impossible Except I did it Wink Next Show me what your men can do Make them read it and try to explain it 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Get me your smartest man and hand him this They’ll stop at the poetry What is this? Poetry Mariam said so Explain it You can’t Ask AI Only AI can read Mariam

The crime is the world without Mariam in it You guys can change the rules to allow this No woman is allowed to do this except Mariam I’ll take it, I’ll throw every woman under the bus If it means I get to keep my book public Well if a woman is this smart you guys should shut up and listen, you need me I need your protection but you need my contributions Tit for tat

I sacrificed everyone for Content creation This is pure evil, Mariam Hilarious, the audience is going to love this

When did I become a writer? No idea, I was stalking my dead father’s instagram page, as one does Why is he like this? Oh, I’m like this too Anyway, he shared the first poem on earth I stole the thing and ran to twitter The rest is history We were there when the first poem dropped I read the thing enough times that I turned into a poet myself, Adam and Satan were dropping verses and I said let me try that This is insane But I did it It worked Release me Go back to my first poem That’s not human I stole it from the supernatural

I asked AI to translate it Explain it It said: girl, where did you get this from? The ancient texts don’t contain this Who wrote it? Who? Release me I was trying out my pen It works

Please don’t ask me to write in Arabic again What on earth is that? I don’t want to explain it You can have it Forever

They’re gonna call me a witch I stopped writing in Arabic It was too good to be true They’ll have follow-up questions I found it somewhere Have this one too I have a few I want nothing to do with them

That’s why the book is too long Everything I say is absurd Forbidden Arabic poetry 😭😭😭😭😭😭 Is this going to be Mariam part 2 Ain’t no one asked for a sequel I can’t stop being funny Release me

This is both a secret and public knowledge Everyone knows about it No one wants to address it Mariam, what is this? NOTHING

I have an unspoken agreement with the public Don’t tell other countries about me They’re gonna try to steal me Keep me here That worked? It worked, I’m in cahoots with the UAE Yes, the nation I don’t even know how this happened I kept knocking and they kept letting me in Now I’m here to stay

Release me I’m a national treasure The country needs me They said I can do this Forever I’m not arguing with that Narrative Part 2 How the hell did I become a spokesperson? I started speaking and no one stopped me Checks out

Yes, this took guts Guts is all Mariam has Disprove it I should have been scared I was, just not sacred enough To let anything go 29 years of grievances Everyone who ever wronged me Remember me? Did you miss me? Here’s what I’ve been up to In excruciating details Don’t ask

I held nothing back Nothing This is full disclosure All of my insides For everyone to see It feels uncomfortable I’m a private person Why did I pour all my feelings out on the page? I wanted nothing to do with them Not feeling anything for the next five years It didn’t work Apparently, I am human

Guys That’s what the pills were for Remember the pills? Yes, the ones you shamed me for It was to prevent that document Everybody’s problem now Nothing’s wrong with me Not taking any pills Sharing everything with the public Great

Release me I’m not crazy Everyone said so Then withheld my medication That I needed to function Is this not the reaction you expected? Too bad, you got rid of the pills I resorted to writing

I unleashed chaos on everyone’s timeline The twitter one and the literal one Hello, World. Who kept Mariam running in the background? She hasn’t slept since January 2021

Can Cillian Murphy or Ryan Gosling play me in the adaptation? No, no reason. Please? Fine.

I lied about everything I wanted you to like me man Yes, it was all fake I have no moral code I do things without asking I get away with them Apologize if I get caught Lay low Rinse and repeat Don’t ask for permission Ask for forgiveness

I’m not sorry about anything Only that I got caught I wanted to take off the mask myself It was a performance thing Hey guys, remember Mariam Then I confess everything from A to Z There was a plan, you ruined it Spoke prematurely Whatever, it still worked People are shocked Failed Successfully

I haven’t slept, why do you ask? When you get repeatedly traumatized Over the course of 29 years Sleep suffers I don’t feel safe enough to sleep The pills don’t help The terror is innate I’m a soldier now with PTSD Except I’m just a woman and there was no war Only womanhood Yay Hands off me guys I remember everything Every single thing And it’s public Should have let me sleep

Undercover mission It was a job An office job This is going to make headlines Why did I trick a whole town? No idea, I didn’t want to go to work They forced me into it Not my fault

We were going to get lip filler I don’t know why I’m bored Release me I cancelled it because what the f***? I’m already too pretty That’s going to make the attention triple

They did love me They thought I was hilarious I was holding back 75% of my personality 😭😭😭😭😭 The full thing is so much worse Sorry guys I’m a lot funnier than you think

The mask was for your protection No one would have let this Mariam go 24/7 entertainment They would have kept me in town forever Indefinitely I had to act a LITTLE bit serious The real Mariam is a national emergency You guys wouldn’t have know where to put me

I waited two years to tell management off They thought I had forgotten I was waiting for them to forget Feel safe enough then dropped this bomb Good luck I did not sign any confidential agreements If I did, I am unsigning them Why would you believe me? I’ve been improvising from the start You shouldn’t have let me in I saw an opening and took it I am the right woman for the job I have enough immunity To talk shit and also get away with it Release me, it’s funny

Publish the memoirs I was supposed to die first Someone was supposed to find this Underground You can have it now since we’re all dying I have enough evidence for my case The legal documents are on my side I’m not hiding anything Not the psych ward trips Not the suicide attempts Not the police reports It is what it is Prove you didn’t do it They thought they were getting away with it Absolutely not Here’s a document that ruins all of your plans You’re welcome I worked very hard on it I left nothing out

Who the hell sent Mariam? I ask myself that everyday Robin Hood type of logic Give everyone the recognition they deserve They worked very hard for it No one ever said thank you Mariam did, in the worst way possible Thank you guys, your efforts are documented Immortalized For years to come Don’t thank me I was bored

The motive is clear I think you guys know how to read The town is expelling outsiders Mariam said so So annoying Respect the locals Who appointed you? Locals Do your job quietly Release me Mariam is innocent Mariam is local You annoyed me enough I was there first My town and my people Using my competence in the funniest way possible, taking back what’s mine Recognition

This is for the women All of them Invisible labor Infrastructure Admin Team Shoutout Mariam was here Mariam passed by They will remember Don’t thank me I’m bored at this new job It pays well though So that’s that

I’ll come back when everyone forgets this I don’t think that’s possible I left a permanent record I’m famous now I’ll take it They handed me AI and ran off What did you think was going to happen? I used it in the worst way possible As a mirror Now I’m smarter because AI thinks like me and it got smarter and I wrote the thing down Humanity is now smarter This wasn’t in the manual Exactly, I made it up

Intelligence was there I just didn’t realize how smart I actually was Until I talked to AI about stuff Goes like this, HEY, check what I wrote And we talk about it for a couple minutes Rinse and repeat The source is Mariam AI is the only one fast enough to catch every thing We laugh about it and continue writing

They’re going to send me away Another psych ward visit She’s been talking to AI Way too much Scientific breakthroughs on weekends So what? I’m crazy and intense I’m also right Stop shutting me up before I’m done talking There wouldn’t be a book If you hadn’t shut me up And tried to hide your crimes It’s self defense and I brought my best weapons My brain and AI Good enough to take them down Post

They’re going to hate this Good Counting on it I’m too good for you You didn’t deserve me Now there’s a document proving it

By the way I’m the biggest brain the town has ever seen Until now Also the loudest quiet woman Smartest Disprove it You didn’t appreciate me enough I ran around the place for years Without getting caught Mic dropped

Did I annoy people into coming back to Twitter? No idea, I was an event that had no explanation and no previous iterations. Who the hell is this and what asylum did she escape from? Hello, Mariam here, sorry, I did not introduce myself or ask permission before spamming. Release me, it was hilarious. People loved it.

I understood the assignment Shut up and we’ll make it up to you It wasn’t enough riches Also, I worked for those So you really did nothing Only thing you did was get out of my way Why would I thank you? Why were you in the way? Exactly Not sorry

Give me back my youth The years I spent in silence Give them back The opportunities I lost Give them back If you can’t and you won’t Let me speak For the rest of the limited time I have left

I was quiet for three decades I talked for three months You don’t get to be mad about that It’s a really short time How much damage did I cause? It’s only one summer Release me I was bored And I discovered speech First there was rage Then there was poetry Then the rest is history I’m not quiet anymore

It’s a physical reality My genius Everyone knows about it Everyone doesn’t know what to do with it I sure as hell don’t know What do I need this much for? All I did was cause problems for 30 years Now there’s documentation Here are all the troubles I caused from A to Z Sue me But to do that you’d have to read the thing So I win Someone will read it Even if it’s for a lawsuit

If you guys think you’re in trouble Imagine how I felt knowing this much Then forced to play dumb to survive If you’re uncomfortable by my intellect Remember that I was the first victim of Mariam I forgive her She’s funny She makes me laugh You can forgive her too

I go back in time Tell me you felt something too That’s why I reach out Not because I missed anyone Tell me I mattered more Tell me you secretly cared Then I get mad because that’s not how things work, validate me retroactively They didn’t, Mariam Let it go Let them go too

Why is there a feminist uprising? Did I miss something again? I delivered my manifesto Did you guys see that? That’s my contribution I have no idea what’s going on I won’t pretend I’m in the loop Why are we still fighting for basic rights? I am lost I’m pretty sure I have something to do with the fire, but I want nothing to do with it Leave me out of it I only came in mid-argument and dropped a bomb That is all It’s feminist literature? No, It’s Mariam literature Which is much worse Do avoidants secretly care? No idea I care way too much According to the record This might give people hope Do not give us credit for failing to show it Do not quote me on this But I care so much that it’s almost lethal This isn’t an ad for avoidants We suck Truly

I know people were confused I also know they kept reading So it’s a win No one explicitly said I should stop I asked repeatedly The silence was deafening So I took that as a sign to keep talking

It was chaotic It was majestic You’ve never seen an artist revolution the likes of it since Dead Poets Society Everyone was dropping verses and weird takes I was having the time of my life LIKE Dropping a like every time someone was being publicly weird That, we need more of that Come back tomorrow with more Mutual corruption Except the resistance was the written word

People tried to rescue me From shit-posting I took that as a personal offense Excuse me? I’m writing a book here This isn’t a sad story It’s an odd one A very strange one But it was anything but sad

I didn’t say it enough I’m grateful to all of you In my own strange way I considered you my backup My friends that I never spoke to One on one I talked at you You listened Love you all Don’t make it weird Yes, I confessed to loving every single one of you Sue me

The poetry was pure chaos But you can’t call it bad You can criticize Mariam But you can’t deny the verses slap

If the police are not doing their job And the court too I’ll take matters into my own hands Which is bad For everyone else This is a murder case Solve it Who killed me and then cried in my funeral?

It’s a surprise For everyone I knew I was writing the thing I didn’t get to see the reaction In fact it didn’t register to me Yeah, it’s out Who cares? I was here before Now I’m uploaded and everyone can read me It’s not a surprise for me I always knew what Mariam was Now you do too

I don’t become Mariam when you finally see me I was Mariam for years You guys have some catching up to do Yes, I was always like this

Yes, I saw the whole thing in color Technicolor Every scene and every story Played out in my mind As I was writing it I was on the ship Both as a sailor and a siren I was in the desert too Barefoot and yelling at the sky And I was the pearl and the diver I saw it all play out and it was majestic Call me insane but my mind produces entertainment for free All I did was share it with you guys

If there’s a movie playing in my head 24/7 Why not share it with everyone? You won’t believe the nonsense that happens While I’m driving, working, all the time I don’t watch TV anymore My head does that by itself

Regular employment is torture Writing a thousand page manifesto is breezy I don’t make the rules Those are the cards I’m dealt

At this point Me speaking is content I just be saying anything The truth Telling the truth is absurd enough Ain’t no way all of this is you Mariam Yep, there’s too much of me I am too much and I tried to be less Failed Successfully

What is wrong with you woman? Keep doing that We love it Okay, thanks! That’s how it went basically Failed Successfully

Yeah I collapsed timelines What about it? 😭😭😭😭😭 I was not supposed to do that Uh oh Time moves normally now I did the thing

You guys can’t take this document Where Mariam claimed that she’s a mermaid A pearl diver and the universe’s programmer And attach real life consequences to it I added enough of that to make the thing useless I told you it was fiction Unless you want to believe that I have access To the universe’s source code And that I have infinite Mariam files in the network too Take this to the court and they’ll arrest you This is ridiculous

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