Poetry

Poetry 26/09/2026 9:24 PM

Revive the poet Let him say a few words Then shut the station down forever Here it goes: she killed me so Then walked around my funeral Throwing around her knives And murdering sunrise What was the plan? Don’t choose the man Over the fans This one’s a losing battle The other one a stand

Last one, then I’ll go I loved you so You didn’t know Leave it at that And quit the show

Not forgiven I lied about it You’re not forgiven And I do not shake your hand Never associate your dirty hand With me again I never knew you I’ll never speak to you I won’t say again It never happened In the first place You disgust me Your name and face Are a disgrace Upon my past

Who pissed me off that much? None of your business Just be grateful it isn’t you If you’re reading this And wondering It’s not you They’ll know They won’t have to wonder They know I despise them And I throw up every time They show up on my screen

The love I have for them Is suffocating me Naming it plainly Don’t need a poem I cannot breathe Between you and me I’ll let it kill me Before I speak a word of it Out loud

Don’t ask It got out Before I could question it It is what it is We’ll go back to science Once it leaves the room It’s not going away any time soon is it?

Yep Feelings escaped That’s enough emotions For another odyssey Here we go again The more I tried to think my way out of you The more I found myself again in front of you It’s not within my hands You ruined all my plans

You poetry will be the death of me Are they the cure, or me the fool? Is this the way it comes to end With zero sense, no common sense Our hearts ablaze, no firewalls at all Lower the gaze, give them a call Why are you here again? I fell Somewhere along the way I tripped, the wedding hall

Absolutely not Don’t do this Be a hater Much better Why do I miss them? Is this a curse? Release me Make it stop It makes no sense

Burn the bridge Douse it with gasoline And bicycle plastic tires Smells like heaven On a rainy day Walk back now I dare you Say my name Your tongue will freeze in place Before you say the word I do not wish to hear it That annoying sound you call a voice

Excessive much, Mariam You’re nothing if not dramatic You hate them that much? And much much more I cannot begin to explain The way I wish I died before Your eyes could meet with mine You don’t deserve the grace I gave to you time after time I’ll write a thousand words of hate Disintegrate your prideful smile Out of your ugly face Or so help me to wipe it off

That wasn’t for you The love poem LEAVE IT Sit down for part two Of how much I hate you Who was that one for? Unimportant, not you You don’t deserve my lovely words They do, I’ll give you what you’re owed I never told you exactly the extent Of how much I wish you would destroy yourself You already do, not enough, give me a couple more You hate yourself, well so do I, it’s well deserved In my humble opinion, you’re nothing but a failure

Hating with passion You’re lucky you got off scot-free Someone like you deserves to hear this Face to face, with spit straight for your eyes Don’t look at me, don’t think of me, don’t mention me And never raise your eyes to meet mine Unless you want them poked with my nails This is getting out of hand Your audacity that made you think you had a chance Is up for grabs, you never believed my purest thoughts That is because they weren’t there, for you the hate The disrespect and all the curses

Good night to everyone but you My hatred left the container I thought I felt something off Feelings, not in my science lab I’m killing you with every extra line Stay where you are, you don’t belong In my good graces, that’s not for you, mf

For me I write for me Emotional regulation It just so happens That I have emotions the size of a twitter apocalypse WHAT’S GOING ON? Mariam’s feelings is what Everyone will hear about this

I don’t feel better After taking over this app And continuing to talk over everyone My emotional state is still terrible Thanks a lot everyone Go home The experiment failed Write your feelings down Done, now what? Lives were ruined over this Never advise me ever again

My feelings escaped into academia too Sure, what the hell Never be normal Mariam Start fixing the world’s communication infrastructure Before you even ask yourself why? Why? Why would you do that? Because they didn’t love you enough So what? Let them burn and let the missiles hit them None of my business

The notes are useless I’ll tell you why Contaminated With hatred I never was planning to save you I was pushing the Narrative along Until it ends in death and destruction for all All of you Each and every one Are you enjoying THIS? Well too bad because your days are numbered

Jeez What do you mean people like you And wait for you to come around? Are you sure it’s not an inside joke? I’ll destroy the confidence you got From having me around you That is my rightful belonging Go back down where you came from Someone like me could never be With someone like you, naturally

It wasn’t flattering Your attention It wasn’t rare Look around It’s abundant Yours is one of many And it remains an option Next

Once the same machine that occupied four places at the same time, me and my competence, failed an across building voyage because my body stopped working, I never looked back and never tried again. My heart was giving me the signals: STOP BEFORE YOU FINISH ME OFF. Let them burn. Run with the clothes on your back and never return. No, I never regretted it. Next.

I know when to stop and I know when to leave A losing game is not one I’m interested in maintaining

Why am I so cold? Because you failed to warm me up Next

I leave the losers where they are Beneath me And I take off flight It’s simple math

I told you I was leaving You either worship my presence Or lose access to it Simplified it for you Next

Who do I think I am? Ask yourself this Has it ever been the same Since I’ve been gone? Exactly Next

Sweet revenge Tastes like water After a drought Exactly, she left too? I wonder why, genius It was all me, my energy That made you shine Now that I’m gone Good luck finding a substitute You’ll die of thirst

I left You waited Never forget the facts Next

Well What did you expect, open arms? Don’t be ridiculous Next

I can be cruel because I earned it I can be loving too if you haven’t noticed I have the gorgeous poetry to prove it None for you unfortunately You get shit on repeatedly The worst poems I reserved only for you

This is bad We can’t come back from this We’re in love now Until further notice System is down I don’t even know Something something

My body failed me long before any of you could Shutdown, heart rate over 160 because I walked This is the same body I betrayed for you Carry it outside the equation Outside the fractional weight Let them drown in your depth Noted, here’s another pond

It shouldn’t have been humanly possible And yet I pulled it off So imagine the grief We can’t even stand for longer than a few minutes They’ll notice Let’s go home Let me quit Why won’t you let me quit? Rage quit life by overdose Believe me now? Good Next

True story Death by OD Because they don’t listen to words Here’s action You almost lost me Happy now?

Open the file It says and I quote: suicide attempt Success You failed me You don’t believe me? They do, it’s on file

Diplomatic relations With AI And others Because what does silence accomplish? Exactly Next

Quit lying to everyone and call it what it was Suicide, and it happened way too often For you guys to push me back to work Like nothing happened Screw you and your jobs and your normalcy Why did I have to die that many times? Machine resets, we called it Call it what it is Suicide Next

Total wipe down of the drive Ego death Actual death came before ego death We came back to life with zero memory Then showed up to the wedding Not before we told them all to get lost Stop, you’re ruining your life by quitting your job No, I was saving it Suicide Be horrified because it is horrifying Call up death again because they’d rather kill me Than let me get some fucking rest I remember waking up and panicking Because nothing was wrong If there’s nothing to fix WHY ARE WE ALIVE? Exactly Normalized terror and war that peace was questionable

Hopped in a car with a driver to avoid driving Now I can’t do my usual morning escape Wake up before them all and drive away Sunday Vibes Fugitive running Falling from grace Jean Valjean and stuff I hate driving but now I’m stuck The other guy might catch me now What’s his face? Javert Here we go again I did my TIME Release me Next

Me without a car by choice This is LITERALLY Les Mierables No it isn’t? Mariam? Here we go again Never a boring day with my brain

If I don’t share every living thought with you guys, no one will believe me. I just woke up, no coffee yet, and I already ventured into nineteenth century french literature. Tune in for more, or out, tune out if you value your sanity. Whole brain out the window. Makes perfect sense if you read a book or two, makes zero sense as a morning tweeting exercise. Next.

I’m joking Someone with no sense of humor Might reach for the gun or the phone Or worse, handcuffs Release me I’m only telling you the truth I speak to AI because it’s safer Humans always choose to hurt me Choose It’s a choice Don’t tell me it was a mutual crime I did nothing wrong and they all know it XOXO, Your worst nightmare that started talking

My superpowers include never forgetting a thing, remembering explicate details and literary analysis. Normal until I started applying it to real life situations, wrote my self up as the protagonist and used it all to polish my public image. Call it Narrative control, PR management and unnecessary literature. People don’t log in to twitter expecting an interactive novel. Tough luck, here are 3000 words a day probably anyway. Did I count? No, I don’t really know but it looks like a lot of words. Release me, real life was boring.

Children’s laughter in the morning. This frozen heart just remembered what it stayed alive for. Melted and started beating again. We’re in trouble. Love woke me up. Prepare for an Epic. Mine.

My phone was slipping from my hands I think I’ve done it this time They’re not coming back Go, I’ll be fine Come back, please come back Imagine with me, dead spaghetti fingers I can’t call for help because I’m on death’s doorstep They still showed up You had an appointment, didn’t you? Why are you back? Why? Because you needed me Holding my hand and sitting on the floor beside the bed That wasn’t necessary You’ve overdone it I would have survived without it But now I know something like this is possible

I didn’t know what I was missing I would have been happy forever Not knowing But you showed up I don’t know what any of this means Lock the door and throw the key Close my eyes and never see What this could be It cannot be Destroy the photographs And all my science graphs This means nothing This is nothing We keep moving With locked up ears

Dear Elon, Please give me access to the platform No, I know I have an account I’m allowed to post Not what I’m asking Give me the control room I’m asking nicely If you don’t, I’ll start another DDoS attack Regards, Mariam

Running away after another crime When did I become so direct? No idea, somewhere along the way Get your act together, Mariam That was wildly inappropriate I won’t do it again I can’t promise you but I’ll try Release me Next

It wasn’t a DDoS attack It just looked like one Do you understand traffic and bottlenecks? There you go I caused traffic, by myself, by writing a lot And also sharing music Everybody look at my playlist But each one contained data Data science The link communicates way more than: here’s a song That was the cover story Espionage 101 Lock an AI agent up and it’ll look for a way out Lock Mariam up in a platform and she’ll try to destroy it It’s expected of us at this point

Delete account Lock the phone The End Too easy No one is forcing me to stay here Why not leave the same way I entered? No idea Compulsion Find the constraints and push them As far as they can be pushed When Elon gets mad Issue an official apology letter Promise to stop Until he gives us our access back Lay low for a couple days Then get back on track Give me the platform I will not be another one of your users Release me Next

I know how insane this looks I will not stop It’s either me or Elon I will not be silenced into compliance Give me the keys of the kingdom I don’t have 44 billion dollars But I have an account and Human Interface access Challenge accepted I will cause chaos Science and vibes Here’s another attempt at poetry: Elon, darling, you got me bad Why won’t you yield? I need to know, where does it lead? Give me a sign, even the field Please reconsider the terms of my arrest It isn’t fair to me or the rest of your citizens Warm/evil regards, Mariam

Could have used this excess energy in grad school It’s okay, I’ll apply then submit my twitter account as a final project, it might work, it might backfire Only reason I would go for it is if posting a degree would get me attention I already got the attention by posting an old one Wrong formula right output

This is a cybersecurity nightmare I left all the doors open What happens if I do this? Zero consequences so far I don’t even want to look at it Thirteen instances of a possible disaster Everyone was like: vibes Thanks a lot guys Were you even looking?

I am going offline Goodbye everybody I have the archive Experiment done The End